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Monday, November 30, 2009
Wah! Friday Saturday TOn with john! omg! can't believe i din even sleep!! but he did!!! we played texas'holdem...wah this 3 days they keep playing LOL!!! anyway its realli funny!!! poor bel...i keep call her kopi peng...coz she call mi barley...><" then that Gladys! keep tickle mi! then john! kaos! i scared of itchy!!! arrr..anyway just now went off quite early...coz wanna see my Tao hua xiao mei! hahas! next meet up should be friday liao! see ben and john got $$ go prawning anot! if not then..thurday meet up RX8 club members @ chompchomp!!! woot!!
Hmm pay ah pay! quickly come! dying for it! hmmz today i was so full duno why...just only drank a bottle of chestnut water...when i was buying chocolate for jiawen...till now i haben eat my dinner!...later gonna eat!!!
Aww Dec le! soon its christmas!!!i hope in the year of any festivals ...there'll always got her ...i'm fully conteneded! xD..eh...Apple!!!i'm so ps.i din online recently can't tag! -_-" online soon!
Bday over already! thanks jia wen for buying a brownie cake? for mi..and also accompany a dinner @ Aston...
More photos coming up!~~ almost forgot i own John $38 omg! lols!!! his so lucky!!!..
well duno wad to post le! so sian! go back watch my show!!
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Saturday, November 28, 2009
Guess what ? I think i really had to give up on you? I really don’t know why? Isit because I didn’t try hard enough ? No matter how much I change? Just for one chance .. Is it really so hard ? Always thinking , can i text you? Will you reply … will you find me irritating ? Have you fall in love with someone else already ? All those thoughs never fail to come out from my mindset. Falling for someone is really really very hard for me , but why ? Why I choose to love someone who already don’t had any feeling for me? Why I deserve such punishment ? No matter what I do ? You just ignore me , yahs as you had said , you have already changed to someone else ? When im stress , I think of you .. all the stress will be gone . When im crying .. I just hope you were beside me , to hug me .. cheer me up .. tell me not to cry . But all this wont be back to me anymore correct . Loving someone is really that special . You know what? I really cant let go and now I had to force myself to let go , and accept others that I don’t love . Tragic isnt it? I just hope I can end my life or just be a nun , or be in a coma situration so that I don’t had to worry so much . Why , can someone just kill me? Family , then come relationship . If you really love me , don’t leave me , cause im not use to be alone without you . I’m really really not use to it . Please come back to me , I’ll be everything you need . Let fate decide what happen next . I know you miss last time marilyn . Now I miss her too . If I were her , you will love me back correct . But I guess I wont be her anymore . That marilyn is already DEAD! Same as YOU , the past you is already DEAD TOO . Let just die together alright . I hope I can go in and join my sister , so that when you’re in army , I wont miss you , even if I miss you I cant do anything , cause im inside too . Or just DIE! I swear to GOD , I really love you , really want to know how you feel , really want to share your stress with you . Wipe your tears when you’re sad . Hug you tight when you’re cold . Be the first and last person that were by your side . CAN I ?
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Today woke up @ 10...went over gma house change and went back office..coz my lappy at office...currently still in office...later going centennial to take a look! never join family for YUM CHA..dun go better! later dad sure will say something >< buai ta han...he's jobless and very free to keep nagging at mi! well today is friday and its a public holiday...hmmz maybe night time meet up ben koh? we said wanna meet but never coz he duty ..hmmz meet u up soon ba... well gonna take my lunch le...omg my throat is still pain ><. drink too much on 25th night..while countdown my birthday...will upload the pictures soon also...lazy! hahas! okaY! end here liao!
Yesterday was my actual birthday. as per normal days went to work..handed over project @3pm...stay up to look after workers to move client stuff to their new office...after that make my way talking from centennial tower all the way to dobby ghaut..meet up jia wen over there...i reached 1st so went in xzone to top up $2..i din know that birthday got $10 free top up..lols...so play jubeat..and a new game..djmax something de...quite nice..but i can't get the rythem...after that jia wen take money & camera from her dad outside ps...after collected her stuff..she bring mi to B1 in dobby ghaut mrt..there's a chocolate cake shop? never really go look into it.she bought mi a cake..with candles too lols!..suddenly i got a feeling Trac was around in ps area..so gib him a call...hahas! bingo he was at ps! he went over to look for us..and we went over to The Cathey Aston to have our dinner! keep laughing abt our stupid joke! HAMBURGER!!!lols!! anyway meet up trac always got alot of jokes to share! thats a good 1...trac went off halfway to meet his friends...so left mi and jia wen...after we'hv eaten..we went to to the backseat..coz there does not have fan ...keep blowing...and we can't light up the candles...and so?? look below the picture ba...there are somemore photos that jia wen took using her cameras...wait till she upload le then i post here...thanks alot to jia wen for celebrating bday with mi...xie xie!! anyway hope she's doing well on her side!




Tarrot cards say abt mi!
(Upright) This year could be a good one for you, for you could become confident in your ability to make a difference. You may become more comfortable with yourself, accept that it takes all kinds, or be a natural leader who can see the big picture, or the challenges of a global economy. You could have the opportunity to travel, and might prove to be an open-minded concerned citizen of the Earth, its environment, and resources, but may have a tendency to think that the world revolves around you. You are responsible for your actions or choices, and over the course of the year, you might make it your business to know what's going on in this ever-shrinking planet. Having "been there, done that," you can be optimistic for the future, or will find your place. The world is your oyster, and you are hungry for the pearl. You'll have no regrets this year; you will have done all you can, and can be ready to move onto the next level
(Upright) You're even tempered, moderate, and able to see both sides of a situation. You recognize when there is nothing more to be done and have learned that haste makes waste, for everything unfolds in its own time. You may be the peacemaker in the group, or go with the flow, as you have mastered the art of compromise and keeping your temper. You tend to avoid extremes and don't over-react or get emotional when others try to get a rise out of you, and your patience, creativity, tolerance, and understanding is an inspiration to others. Difficulties with any of the above can be overcome or managed with therapy, medication, or support.
(Upright) This year could be a good one for you, for you could become confident in your ability to make a difference. You may become more comfortable with yourself, accept that it takes all kinds, or be a natural leader who can see the big picture, or the challenges of a global economy. You could have the opportunity to travel, and might prove to be an open-minded concerned citizen of the Earth, its environment, and resources, but may have a tendency to think that the world revolves around you. You are responsible for your actions or choices, and over the course of the year, you might make it your business to know what's going on in this ever-shrinking planet. Having "been there, done that," you can be optimistic for the future, or will find your place. The world is your oyster, and you are hungry for the pearl. You'll have no regrets this year; you will have done all you can, and can be ready to move onto the next level
(Upright) You're even tempered, moderate, and able to see both sides of a situation. You recognize when there is nothing more to be done and have learned that haste makes waste, for everything unfolds in its own time. You may be the peacemaker in the group, or go with the flow, as you have mastered the art of compromise and keeping your temper. You tend to avoid extremes and don't over-react or get emotional when others try to get a rise out of you, and your patience, creativity, tolerance, and understanding is an inspiration to others. Difficulties with any of the above can be overcome or managed with therapy, medication, or support.
Monday, November 23, 2009
Its 24th November!! 2 more days to my 23rd birthday!!! still got no plans yet! wondering how would it be on that day!..Anyway i wished myself an happy birthday 1st!! next year gonna be more busy! applying course in SMU =.=!!! must contribute 182hours and start 1st year finised by 2nd year! it seems quite tough! but gonnna try ...coz i need that PM cert
Yesterday got slight fever + sore throat..can't breathe and sleep around in 4am...took 2 puff from the inhaler...never helps much =\...
Early in the morning take train and cab to office..can't stand the crowded in the train...making mi more breathless...so taked cabb to office...and finaly i found my (Lost files) headed back to centennial for my ISO Audi! woot everything was fine and smooth..all the documents that i prepare for the past few weeks all ok! nothing wrong...yeah! i felt so great! hahas!!!
anyway stomch is hungry now! i gonna go for a bite! stop blogg here! ^^!
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
The meaning of sign SAGITTARIUS Ninth sign of the zodiac
Your element: Fire
Your ruling planet: Jupiter
Tarot card corresponding to your sign: Temperance
Your lucky color: Cobalt Blue
Your stone: Sapphire
Like the other signs of Fire, your sign attracts others. If everything is going well in your life, and sometimes even in spite of problems, you have a gift for smiling, for gaiety, and for conviviality.
From your ruling planet Jupiter you have inherited a great potential for luck. Your intuition is very strong; you get this from the animal portion of your emblem: the centaur. The centaur has the body of an animal and the head of a man. Symbolically, the animal aspect represents intuition. This intuition should lead you towards good fortune, guide you in your choices, and bring you to people who are positive influences on you. It should give you the skill of rapid and fair decision-making, a flair for that which can do you good, and an almost animal-like suspicion of that which can do you harm.
Unfortunately, the head represented by the human part of the centaur too often gets the upper hand over intuition. You hesitate, you doubt, you think too much. Sometimes you even fear getting too involved, and you become distrustful for no reason. Therefore you let a great deal of good fortune pass you by, whether it be in the emotional or material realm. You know that when a chance comes by it's absolutely necessary to seize it immediately. You often regret your hesitations.
Your relations to the other signs:
It's possible to get along well with Capricorns. There is sexual attraction with Scorpios but these relationships may be risky. It is difficult for you to understand Geminis, and passion or rejection are the two forms of romantic relations between your two signs.
You can relate well to Tauruses as long as your intuition is active and brings gaiety to the relationship. Contact with Pisces is difficult. You can live happy moments with Leos, but be careful of superficial friendships and of disenchantment.
This short, unassuming analysis can help you to better conduct your existence. To learn to know yourself better allows you to maximize your strengths and minimize your weaknesses.
The people who succeed in life are often those who know consciously or unconsciously to make the most of their talents, their advantages, and their strengths, while understanding how to maintain control over their weaknesses.
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Hoping for good luck to come!~ so jialat last sat 4D 1st prize 9724 ...i was with my colleague talking abt buying our ic number last digit number..just number they 3 is 972 and mine is 4..tmd i din hear properly and buy 9784...omg! if not at least i got money to support myself...damn poor now...din eat for the whole day...just now went home..eaten 3 bowl of rice..dun dare to tell grandma i no money...omg! i feel so ashamed...><" sry grandma no cake for u...i just hope i can tahan till payday! i promised not to spend my money anyhow! its so suffering w/o money...especially no $$ in Ezlink..worse! haiss..gonna go bathe and slp le..sian...
Monday, November 16, 2009
This few days always reached home late...omg from centennial all the way to cityhall MRT far man! sometime went over to bugis to meet shi fu!! he helped mi play 6 continueous win hahas! kinda sad my i/c card lost! re-cre8 a new 1 already...sians bing fa level 4 ><" will not touch that i/c untill i meet up shi fu and play! his so pro at WU lols!!!
Friday, November 13, 2009
few days din post already...hmmm today is samantha birthday! happy birthday sam!!! wish u and stan last long!!!! may ur dreams come true...recently keep raining =.=" so cold! luckily got jacket to keep mi warm...today din work...taken annual leave...morning accompany my grandma to hospital for ultra sound scanning...report needs to wait till next week...after that went home...took my lappy went office to do some ISO stuff & printing...before i went office...i headed to coffeeshop to buy drinks...and i saw Richard & Andy..i was shocked (eh how come u 2 were here)..after awhile they told mi, they were here for the medical treatment massage..hahas!..well after a stick with them..i on my way back to office..
finally reached office around 3pm..quite late!!..do my printing and updating ISO stuff...at the same time log on to youtube..searching for Guai Tan...its really nice...looking at them and the master how they flim ghost at certain places..places like thailand..how they do cursed..at malaysia most vicious haunted ghost house..and lots more! it is nice to watch if u like it..
anyway was totally bored just now ..so logged in to audi..play abt 15rounds? lol keep 1st place till the host =.=" grats agn agn agn..lols! so ps! finally fingers are tired...time to stop! and samantha online...so chat awhile..gonna sleep soon..tml 9.30am must reached centennial tower...lots of work tml...hopefully i can climb as much as i can!!!
thats abt all for today post!
Saturday, November 7, 2009
I Love You, I Remember You.Thought it would be the last, thought the second would never come
Love that did't suit me at all came to me this hot summer
My other half that I've waited and waited for, i always had a dream about you
You are resting place in my heart, i want to stare and stare again, give and give again
I feel thirsty because of flutter, why does my love run away, iam mad, it's not going
how i wanted, i can't understand
But i don't want to lose you, i don't want to be apart from you
You are the one in my life, you ar emore beautiful than heaven
I love you, i call you, i remember you, i wait for you
You one phrase, that "i love you" phase
I love you, i remember you (i remember your everything)
Tears of sorrow, sky, star and heaven
you breathe in my every lifestyle
I see only your name in my phone without knowing
I hold your hands several times in one day
I feel like i have everything when i kiss you
Oh baby a sweet aroma from mini-hompi that i visit everyday
Oh baby a short text message is too short to express my love
People make fun of me, (but) i feel happy everyday
(Oh baby i feel alive these days) because of you
Hey hey listen to me
Everyday i'm afraid, what if you leave me again, become vague from me
So thankful, love you so much you ar ethe only person in the door of heaven
Inside of my heart...
I miss u <3
Today came back home quite early..go home change then go down amk...dad's house....prepare mj...after all come..there's 1 girl from majong forum...invited by ann to play with us...she's quite newbie too...anyway played 3 game....alemak lost $15 total!! heng managed to win back abit... all thanks to jiawen de WU LA BA HA..hahas!!! its really happening there....after mj session everybody went home...as for mi, i went back home for shower and meet tat for supper! hungry >< everything need $$ alemak!!!
keep on felt thirsty..drank alot of water =.= today just drink one cup of tea...as for lunch/dinner...eaten mac...ordered mac delivery...too bad dun hab the monopoly~~ if not can find "SENTOSA & SHENTON WAY*...this two nia! omg so rare!!
aww bought viceroy menthol but no kik liao...prefer back to LD...hahas! time flies really fast..november le...wondering this year de birthday..how would it be? drink? omg..can't take it! someone says wan book my 25night...to cut cake...anyway thanks..but i think i dun wan u to waste that money...i'm thankful that u got the intension...save ur money ba...
as long everybody happy i'm fine with it anyway..xD..ahh duno wad to post already..nothing much to write..oya lastly before i end..i can't wait for tat's side salary to come!!! omg!! quick come please...if not no $$ to pay for installment fees =.=""
if not gonna sell away..T_T!!! if really sell..i aiming jazz liao...haiss..untill i really got budget then RX8.....really not bear to say goodbye to civic...=.="" money is killing mi!!!
well end le...will update soon!
keep on felt thirsty..drank alot of water =.= today just drink one cup of tea...as for lunch/dinner...eaten mac...ordered mac delivery...too bad dun hab the monopoly~~ if not can find "SENTOSA & SHENTON WAY*...this two nia! omg so rare!!
aww bought viceroy menthol but no kik liao...prefer back to LD...hahas! time flies really fast..november le...wondering this year de birthday..how would it be? drink? omg..can't take it! someone says wan book my 25night...to cut cake...anyway thanks..but i think i dun wan u to waste that money...i'm thankful that u got the intension...save ur money ba...
as long everybody happy i'm fine with it anyway..xD..ahh duno wad to post already..nothing much to write..oya lastly before i end..i can't wait for tat's side salary to come!!! omg!! quick come please...if not no $$ to pay for installment fees =.=""
if not gonna sell away..T_T!!! if really sell..i aiming jazz liao...haiss..untill i really got budget then RX8.....really not bear to say goodbye to civic...=.="" money is killing mi!!!
well end le...will update soon!
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Ahh just woke up whole body feel tired...can't believe that i sleep from 2pm till 11pm...9hours...i din even eat dinner..wanna smoke de feeling coming...yawns!!! yesterday met johnathan at my hse downstair..he went lan with herman..then he came backed amk to meet mi, we went to 347 coffeeshop & chat all the way till 8.30am..he told mi around 10+ he will come back to amk..too bad he fall asleep!!! i tahan till 12pm..after taking lunch went off to sleep...sians my fb can't load! can't do anything!!! gonna prepare tml's stuff for ISO!! hopefully i can do it good!!! in the mean time waiting for tat's side salary to come!
well thats abt all for today post, nothing much to add..

